Opinion, Review

Montage of Heck Review (HBO)

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My Rating: 5/5

After his death, Kurt Cobain reached icon status as the champion of the misunderstood and the photogenic front man of 90’s grunge band Nirvana. Though many documentaries have been made about the meteoric rise of Nirvana as a rock band with Kurt at the helm, Brett Morgen managed to peel away at the glorification of his life and show us Kurt Cobain through his own thoughts and videos in this chaotic, magnetic and powerful documentary.

Montage of Heck features exclusive home videos and recordings of Kurt Cobain that reveal the most intimate details of his thinking. Starting with his childhood, the film fearlessly outlines the defining moments of Kurt’s life in all their beauty and ugliness. An energetic child, Kurt is deeply affected by his parents divorce. We witness pivotal events during his upbringing that are painful and contribute to an internal feeling of shame and self-loathing that sadly followed Kurt through super stardom to his death.

If you’re looking for a straightforward bio-pic with a play by play of the defining moments of Kurt Cobain’s career, this isn’t it. Instead, it’s a vivid and highly visual portrayal of Kurt’s notebooks and thoughts. His journals were at times┬ávery funny and sarcastic. He was filled with ideas and an internal drive to prove his worth. Some of it was shocking and very dark. After watching this film, I felt like I could finally begin to understand some of the pain and shame that Kurt was going through.

Brett Morgen chose to highlight Kurt Cobain’s drug addiction. Seeing home videos of Kurt strung out and nodding off while holding baby Frances Bean was a stark reminder of how unglamorous his final days really were. He was not an icon, or a hero or an anti-hero. He was a human being that was deeply affected by his experiences growing up and filled with an incredibly amount of potential but also with a deep sadness. I saw myself in part of his struggle and I think that’s why his music affect so many so deeply. Which brings me to the take away from this whole film, it was a great tragedy that his life was lost at such a young age and there’s really nothing cool or epic about it.

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